You ever stop looking people in the eyes because you just know you're gonna give something away? Past the point of looking guilty to where you just look terribly aloof? I think I'm walking in that direction. I've tried to stop my walking from looking like I'm doing it with any intent so it looks like I'm aimlessly wandering. Or something like that.

I wonder why I care so much that people read me. Not like you're reading my blog, but reading in the sense of people making those snap decisions that bully up someone's underworkings/fascades/etc.

I guess the biggest question I have for myself is why should I feel bad about being vaunerable with people...it's not like I always end up hurt as a reprocussion.