beckstraordinary
one classy broad
9.02.2004
So What If I'm Lonely...
I keep looking back at my blog and wondering if it's changed or been updated. I got a little confused for a second there.

I spent yesterday with my dad...mostly because I didn't want to hang out with anyone. I'm "all at sea" (to borrow a phrase). I'm down to two friends who I never see anymore and my family. I mean, there's probably a reason for it. I've just found myself hiding more and more these days. I've come to this point where I'd rather ball up in a corner with my blanky and my tv than meet anyone new and spend the time to care. I've somehow found a way to crawl back into myself.

I think it's this whole waiting thing. It's driving me nuts.