I have no idea what to write. I've been doing way too much lately and yet, not doing a damn thing. I'm taking a stroll on a treadmill and not really getting anywhere. I'm reading up on American government. I'm writing bits and pieces of this and that. I'm preparing myself for mid-May when I go back to JV (the youth group). I'm flirting with a guy at work. I'm dreaming of the day when Bill refers to a man's nickname and refers to a man's nickname only. I'm caught up in a zillion things, and I keep trying to go to bed but not being able to sleep.