Chapters 5-7 have been added. Still working on the writ. I think at this point I'm going to have to beg for permission to use the title. I realize it has nothing to do with the song (although I have thought of an extra chapter that could connect the two...I should write it just in case...mwahahaha), but it keeps fitting.

Anyway, the night was beckoning tonight. She said, "Rebecca Ann, you need to go driving." I did. Oh yes, I did. I used up a half a tank driving tonight. I had a conversation God regarding my days of being a lyricist. They feel long gone, yet I have this yearning to write songs again. I haven't written one in the last year. I keep playing with this chorus and this grand tune on the piano that I can't ESCAPE. It wants to be something bigger. It's about a year and a half old now...and it just keeps wanting to growwwww. I don't know if I'm running from it or am waiting for it to come to me. Gah.

In other news, my friend Jen has dissapeared off the face of the planet! I called her number and it was disconnected. I am pissed. PISSED PISSED PISSED!!! I don't know why she quit work or where she's gone. PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!

(I'm really not this angry usually...even right now I'm more frustrated than anything...the next drastic move is to go to her house and wait for her to come home)